How will I find my spouse?

In Sg, I am known. And there's this stigma I have about my status. Cos I never know if I am pursued cos it's exciting to date a celebrity or I am pursued cos I am interesting n intriguing as me. 

In Aus, I am not known, yet the guys are so laid back I have not been pursued much. 

Lord God, how in the world will I find someone who loves me for who I am and not what I have or the status that I have? 

How will my ministry in media help make this better? Am I supposed to surrender and accept that perhaps I am not meant to have a life partner?!?!

Help me....... Jesus..... I am sinking.... 

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